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music: we are so last year - hawthorne heights

hey guise. there's this lumpy thing protruding from the bottom of my tongue. i'm not sure if i should be poking it so much. poking it with a safety pin hurt more than i expected. i want it to burst and go away. it's really annoying when i close my mouth because i can feel it. on another unrelated note, if anyone happens to find a small brass key..

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1. i think you're a very nice girl but i think you need to mature a little. gossiping and boys you have crushes on aren't all there is to life. don't let go of good friends so easily now, because in a few years you'll find out that they are incredibly hard to come by.

2. your artwork inspired me to start drawing. i always wanted to tell you that you are the reason i started it, but last time i saw you i was too nervous to sputter it out. you're such an inspiration, i want to grow up to be just like you.

3. i could write a bunch of mean stuff here intended to hurt your feelings.. but i won't, because i'm better than that.

4. you're like a walking encyclopedia and i love it. i think it's really neat. i wish i could learn from you, oh wise one. i know you think i'm weird. you don't understand me but i think it's funny.

5. sometimes i feel like punching you in the face because i think you need to keep your mouth shut. the things you say are so immature. i think you need to grow up a bit.

6. i think you're fab. your personality is so bright, i wish i could always be around you. you always have something either humorous or thought provoking to add to the conversation. you and me will pwn this world because we have the strength, potential, ambition, and brains to do it.

7. you're such an interesting person. it's always the quiet ones. i think you should express yourself a bit more, rather than just roll your eyes at the things happening around you. you're so talented, but sometimes i feel like punching you, because sometimes you've just gots to get your freak on. :)

8. you and i are not close enough to be friends, but i like you. we don't talk unless other friends bring us together, but i like you. i occasionally think of the time i fed you yogurt and it makes me laugh on the inside.

9. you worry me sometimes. i hope you're better. i never got to know the happy, bubbly you. those letters last year were the only things keeping us from killing each other, and ourselves. you act like it never happened- it confuses me. now we're not even good friends anymore. i miss you.

10. you have been there through thick and thin. you are the bestest and i love you like no other. people have called you immature but i know your secret. you are the one that never bails on a friend even if they make a mistake. and that, my dear, makes you better than all the people who spit in your direction. i miss you so much.

<3
c'est la vie.